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feeling sad.
yes, teh puppy iz feeling sad. :-( it iz nearly the dreaded day of the year, december 5, the day i sat at my dad'z hospital bed side and watched him die seven yearz ago. :-(
my boss has been out of the office all week so far, so i haven't been able to ask for friday off yet. luckily he should be back tomorrow. if not, i will have to go to the manager, coz if i gotta come in to work on friday, there will be blood shed, i can tell you now. i have little to no patience with dumbass at the best of timez, if she said even one thing to me i would have to kill her. i think that should be reason enough to let me take the day off.
a few ppl close to me have already noticed today that i'm not my normal cheeky self. otherz either din't notice or just din't give a rat'z arse. one woz running round putting up freakin' xmas decorationz. *rollz eyez* hey, don't worry about the fact that we only have until december 18 to get pretty much the whole month'z work done! the only snigger i managed all day woz when some of them fell down again just after she finished putting them up. lucky for her she left my desk alone. i think she learned her lesson a few yearz back when she wound tinsel round the pole at the edge of my desk. i hung a teddy from it by one leg and refused to let her take it down. she usually leave me alone now. :-P

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willow_m_w From: willow_m_w Date: December 3rd, 2008 05:07 pm (UTC) (Link)
It comes to December and every gears up for Christmas (even I've done it with my page) but it's always so much harder if you've lost someone. I have, on Christmas Eve - 7 years ago too, so I know that it's so hard to get over that and be light and happiness when everyone else is.

I'll be keeping you in my thoughts on the 5th, hope you'll be alright. :)
a_sick_puppy From: a_sick_puppy Date: December 4th, 2008 10:22 am (UTC) (Link)
it'z kinda hard getting into the xmas spirit. that woz all dad wanted. one more xmas with the family. as you can see, he din't make it. :-( then two yearz ago, my nanna passed away on the 18th. her lawyerz wanted to leave the funeral until january, after they had their holidayz! we ended up burying her friday and then xmas woz monday.
thanx. i'll be fine. the boss has given me the day off, so i can spend it with mum. it also meanz i won't have to kill dumbass just yet.
willoweese From: willoweese Date: December 4th, 2008 11:23 am (UTC) (Link)
*hugs you*

I'm thinking of you Puppy.
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